I feel like this is the first time I am blogging this year. Did I intend to blog? Nope! I randomly came across my WordPress site, saw that my subscription is expiring soon, and thought “why am I not blogging?”
I am always using the same excuse: I am way too busy to blog, even though I spent the last hour watching random YouTube videos about bloating, eating healthy and exercise. Why? Cause maybe this is important to me at the moment. But maybe, I need a little stress reliever. Maybe typing random words into my computer, listening to the rain with some hot chocolate warming my belly, might just help.
My Instagram following is probably tired of hearing this: “guys, it’s so hectic at work” and I promise, it really is! My job is physically and emotionally tiring. I stand the whole day and walk up and down the 50m passage every 20 mins. Then I have to be supportive to my colleagues, train students, be emotionally strong for my patients to support them during difficult medical examinations and help them deal with whatever they are going through.
This is definitely not me complaining. I am so privileged to have found out at a young age what my purpose in life is. I have received so many signs from The Lord. Random people coming to me, telling me that God put me here for a purpose. I might have been a little difficult, and I couldn’t understand it, but now I know. God has a plan for me and He knows what’s good for me. He knows where my life is going: it’s okay if I don’t have everything figured out at the moment. And to anyone reading this: if you are 24, 30 or even 50 years old, you still don’t have to have it all together. I don’t think we will ever have everything together. But just know, wherever you are in life, you will definitely become stronger. You will learn life lessons every day.
So, for Motivation Monday, what was the lesson I learnt today? Use your support system. I have an amazing family that loves me, a husband that always listenings and supports me, friends that accept me for who I am and amazing colleagues that help me through the day. I can not imagine my life without all these people. I am so grateful to everyone in my life. From my family whom I deal with every day, to people I inspire or inspires me online.
While I’m being so in the zone and in touch with my feelings at the moment, my Instagram friends, I am so, so grateful for you guys. You know the real me. You have seen me through some bad times, stressed times, good times, the list goes on. I know Instagram is this “world”. I don’t really understand it. But I’ve made some real friends and extremely cool people on the platform. And I know Instagram might not be forever, but I really do hope that the friendships I make on there stay forever.
Anyway, time for me to sleep. Tomorrow is Arm and Cardio day and I need some energy for that!